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Home Wednesday, 08 September 2010
Laura LeHew


A Word Problem



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Four daughters race around me in opposite directions, at a constant rate. They start at the same point and meet every 30 seconds. If they move in the same direction, they meet every 120 seconds. They stay in St. Luke’s seven thousand two hundred minutes; approximately long enough for closure. If a standard vinyl covered innerspring mattress for a Hospital Bed is a 36” x 80,” what is on the mind of each daughter?
Hints:
1) Let w = the rate of daughter 1
Let x = the rate of daughter 2
Let y = the rate of daughter 3
Let z = the rate of daughter 4
Let a = the rate of the missing son
2) Use substitution or elimination
Answer (round each answer individually):
Solve for daughter 1: (1)?(2)
Divert unwanted questions, attempt conversion
Solve for daughter 2: (2)?(3)
Substitute for a thinner daughter
Solve for daughter 3: (3)?(4)
Substitute for a smarter daughter
Solve for daughter 4: (4)?(a)
Substitute for chicken fingers and a loaf of bread
Solve for missing son: (a)?(1)
Substitute for a new family (see daughters x, y, and z)
I am in a hospital headed toward home hospice. Its route is circular.






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                                                                                                            © Albina Terentjeva



Things That Are Difficult To Say



read by laura lehew


this is how it starts one little thing at a time

a pattern to be seen
imagine paper ink
syntax as stones
I made misery sing
modify history
dig trenches

straying from the safety of words
promises made in the heat
tongues betray
tangle with leaves and twigs
no attractable phenomena—
whatever happened to commitment
it’s kind of an obvious question

there are other ways to hear
each perfect in its mutilation
the voice of god
a sour note of sorrow
scalpels
as if the funeral was late
I am waiting

between light and no light
how beautiful the grave
a vacation that never ends
the glass the shining dead air
an immolation of witches
learn what desolation is
refuse to be silent

the present vanishes
silence and speech
the scar that never heals
all wolves and worse
just east of yesterday
waiting to be born again
as if it were a certainty

I see the patterns on glass
mirrors on every wall
my face comes apart in ripples
startled into Asphodel
blood on the tongue
and death before it
the dark half-revealed

I am the last to leave
unlike the tattoo of you
I may forgive whatever this is
I know what I do not see
I turn to speak
and the world is empty
falling through an avalanche